M005IC4L3~~` x3 ^o)

As much as it suprises me, I’m actually kinda excited bout musicale night : )

I mean, were going K before, and im gunna sing the shits out of my lungs, then at musicale, I’m gunna have so much fun trying to outsind DK, or AW or whoever the lead is gunan be :L, Then at the finale me and lind are totally gunna spaz out and scream fernando, and mama mia, and waterloo and of course, dancing queen.

You know the bit where its like ‘ woow ow ow ow waterloo~ finally facing my waterloo, (8 ) dun dun dun dun~~’ And i was like what the hell is waterloo?== Then JDJ explained to me, that its some place where Napoleon once fought. I was kinda suprised how she knew this but I just googled it up, and it turns out Waterloo is in Canada. And JDJ’s granddaddio was a captain/general/armyguy/veteran something so it makes sense that she knows her Canadian history : )

Anyways daddio is attempting to cook dinner @_@ What he doesnt know, is that i made myself stuffed veal before he came home : D. So its too bad im so FULL to have some of his DELICIOUS cooking. ; ) BLAHHHH. Too many assignments these days. Well..not that many at all. Two actually. But cbf doing either of em == Goshlys. Does anyone even know what ’spatial dimension’ is? or what the role of Lorenzo in ‘The merchant of venice’ is? @#$%^&YTFDCGH%^#& My two hated subjects. geography and english. GAH. I swear I wanna like.. kick Shakespeares ass for making all these plays that the government demands be taught at every school. T_T Sigh. But once I’m in year 10 or 11, and my career path of a non-literature involving something is confirmed, i can quit it : ). I dont even know if your allowed to drop english but anyways. So I’m still wishing of being an Australian equivalant of CSI/FBI/NCIS material. It’d be so cooool. You get to carry a gun and handcuffs, and inspect dead bodies and shoot at people : D Awesome….

SO anyhows. Now most of you know how fobtastic my haircut looks. (Y) Fobulous isnt it`~~? k0K0Koo00`~ K@wAii` deSu nee` >.<  :3 *Makes X3 face and 2 peace signs next to my face*

GAAH.*vomit. ergh. The sight of my fobness ashames me. Also cuz I was quite teh Anti Fobist..But my haircut just totally contradicts my views. fucking hairdresser person…

=/

anyways

im off to do some hw. 8D

ill write later. maybe.

xxxx

MOIIII

For C

I no im such a shit gf sometimes

Your so good at putting up with me.

thanks ; )

xx

me.

Hes got two left feet (8)

I made the best spaghetti marinara just then for lunch. : D It was soo good. And now here I am with blueberry jelly I made last night and listening to ‘Im not gunna teach your boyfriend’ by the Black Kids. Its such a cool song. 8D

(8 )

1. Im biting my tongue

2. Hes kissing on you

3. Why cant you see?

the words on the streets and on the news

Im not gunna teach him how to dance with you

creds to C ; )

And also Ushers new album Here I stand is also quite teh sex. My fave is Something Special and Prayer for you. Hes going for this new…Ballady RnB thing which I think, is a nice change : ) Anyways Its a bit more upbeat and less..Club-y. Its quite…well, nice.

Sigh, such great weather today and here I am, stuck with homework ==

Btw people in my class, The english assignment is probably not due monday, cuz Ms. E is @ public spraking shizz and the history isnt due either cuz we have Musicale rehearsals in Period 6. (Creds to JK. NO JACKIE. THE OTHER JK.)

Now, see? Aren’t I such a great SRC?? : ) Im an angel.

Also, I’m looking forward to Wednesday night gals. I remember Last year’s musicale. Sitting down at the lowers at 10, telling scary stories and pointing at nothing in particular and screaming, then watching everyone else start screaming and running away looking for what I was screaming at, then realising it was nothing and getting pissed off. All for lulz. : D

Okay Kids. I just might watch 28 weeks later on showtime now and try some of that Berry sorbet I got @ Gelatissimo just then.

xx

Mwa.

hot chocolate

My fave hot chocolate 8D

try it.

okay.

In a pot put 200 mLs of milk, and 3 or 4 pieces of Lindt 70% Dark Chocolate.

Stir until the chocolates all melted and add some ground nutmeg and cinnemon sugar and sugar if you really want.

Pour in a warmed mug, lots of whipped cream on top, a marshmellow and a sprinkle of ground nutmeg and cinnemon ; )

Find a good book or a movie, Get a doona, and cuddle up.

: D

Haircut

T_T

 

Okay, so it doesnt look THAT bad here. But actually its really quite a bit fob. Brrrh.

AND I was right. I nearly cried when i saw chunks of that lovely black hair of mine falling on my lap. massive, 5cm chunks of it. And the woman cutting my hair was totally gaytarded and practically chopped my fringe in half.

&  I’m never ever going to that hairdressers again. Really. Im not. Not cuz they ruined my hair, Not cuz my fave hairdresser was away and i had to get it cut by some wierdo woman who totally killed my fringe, But cuz theyr racist pigs.

I always get a bit sad when i see korean people being racist. Cuz you always think that people of your own race are usually only VICTIMS of racism and that they’re really not racist at all but really, they ARE.

When i went to the hairdressers today, my dad asked them how much a cut was. ‘$22.’ the owner replied. So my dad leaves me with 22 dollars and says he’s gunna be at westfield, and to find him when done. So i go in, wait till my turn, and the lady whos totally decapitating my hair is talking to me in english. And i think, ‘well, she prob thinks im not korean.’ So i talk back to her in english.

Then at the end, when I’m paying, the fatass who totally murdered my hair goes, ‘thats $35 thanks.’ And im like == ‘???!?! I thought it was $22. I only have that much on me atm.’ And she goes. ‘Oh. OOH are you korean? Okay then, its $22 dollars. dont worry bout it. : )’

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I find that horrible. Disgusting. I get to pay less cuz im korean? What about that chinese guy who was getting HIS hair cut next to me. Did he have to pay $13 dollars more cuz hes not korean? Why not just make it a ‘Korean only hairdresser?’ No, wait. I get it. That must be how they profit. By ripping off ignorant non-Koreans. Its shameful. I have been going to that same hairdressers for ages and had no idea how crap they were. Its people like that giving a bad name to koreans. So dont think we’re all greedy assholes. Cuz most koreans aren’t. Just that select few. So I’m going to say this.

Dont EVER go to the Kim Sun Young Hair Salon at 136 Burwood Rd Burwood.

xx

Me.

D<

S is angry. And when S is angry she does two things. rant and eat. Atm im doing both simultaniously and viciously. Nearly out of peach slices now.

Do you know why your beloved S is angry? Because SOMEONE is being a bitch. And also cuiz X files was shit. I am not going to write anymore…or else i might just BREAK THE FUCKING KEYBOARD.

AYGDSB@^*$E*UOIJQWKADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEE?? NOW IVE ALREADY GOTTEN INTO AN ALL-CAPS FRENZY. WITH MY POOR PINKIE FINGER JABBING AWAY AT THE SHIFT KEY.

HORSERAPINGCOCKSUCKINGDICKMUNCHINGSHITEATINGCOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE X FILESSS

So, Me, L and P watched X files just then.

SHITMOVIE

It didnt make sense. And not at all scary as it could’ve been. Theres a russian head transplant thing going on, and in one scene theres a severed head sitting on a tray, then the eyes open and look at you. Cept it wasn’t scary. At all. The music was shit. It was in no order. Crappy lighting. Foz is walking along a deserted road at night, and theres a mysterious bright light shining behind him from the trees. And it wasn’t the moon. And the music added no effct what so ever. You know that bit with the severed head i wrote about just then? you can play britney spears in the background, and it wouldve been scarier. No aliens, no X file-ness. Just a psychic that doesnt even play that major of a role. Oh yeah, then he dies before he can explain the phenomia. Oh, and you know the bit where he starts bleeding tears of blood and think WOW. AWESOME!!! well, its not. It doesnt explain anything. He starts crying blood, then NEXT SCENE. No explanation whatsoever. Nil. Nada. Zilch. And the so called ‘chemistry’ between Fox and Scully was like… NONEXISTENT. AND IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE!!!

They have fights about the stupidest things.

Scully: I cant do this!

Fox: Yes YOU CAN!!! Come on,

Scully: No, Fox look at me. I have a different life now…I cant go chasing monsters in the dark anymore…I cant stand what it does to you..to me. Because solving one single case can change you by that much.

Fox: But…But Im fine! LOOK im okay!!

Scully: No, i mean just…look at yourself. Oh yeah, im leaving you btw cuz of the fact that the FBI asked us for help on one case.

Fox: Scully…please…

Scully: Im sorry. *walks away.

Scully then goes over to the psychic pedofile priest’s house, and has a screaming match with HIM, causing him to have a seizure and nearly die.

Meanwhile Fox decides to stalk the Russian Frankenstein docter guy and nearly gets himself killed in a car accident. Then in the middle of the night, he gets out from his upside down car, with his head bleeding, waklks a couple o miles, climbs a fence to the secret russian frankinstein surgery lab to be attacked by a two headed dog then tranquilized before nearly having hes head severed with an axe on a chopping block. Then Scully comes in, just as the russian guy is about to swing his axe down onto Fox’s head and kills him.

And then an FBI agent walks into the secret surgery thingo where theres a tranquilised girl in a bath of ice with tubes going in her head and a 60 yo russian surgeon bending over her with a scalpel at her neck, and he has this ability to make him just back away, and also shoos away the 6 or so other surgeons in there…AND ALL BY HIMSELF!!! and the surgeons all just all drop their scalpels, and tongs, and other potentially deadly weapons/medical tools and just listen to that ONE guy and all walk out.

Then scully walks in, (who happens to be a docter herself), looks around at the severed head on the tray, the headless body on the bed thingo, and a girl with a half severed neck bathing in ice, rolld up her sleeves and says ‘i have a lot of work to do here.’ and you think YAAY FINALLY!! SOME COOL STUFF!! and your anticipating some operative scenes, with her bending over the poor girls face with a scalpel or something in her hand, BUT NOOOOOO. THEY JUST SKIP A WEEK OR TWO, WHEN FOX IS ALL HEALED NOW, AND THE PSYCHIC PEDO GUY IS DEAD, AND THE RUSSIAN GUY IS CONVICTED, AND EVERYTHINGS BACK TO NORMAL. YAAAYYYYYNOT. == Then it skips to ANOTHER SCENE. Where scully is about to operate on some retarded kid’s brain. and thats the end. No, seriously. Thats how it ends.

The crappiest ending EVER.

DONT watch it.

It sucks

anyway, Im gunna go do something else to calm myself as that movie was a total waste on $11.50. And made no sense. And was not X-filesy at all. It was like.. a 2 hour long CSI episode.

xx

mwa.

Half a block of lindt later…

Okay….So. I had that shower…and that hot chocolate..annd more chocolate. And I’m good. So, When I say ‘nobody’ I’m not refering to an individual. If i have to name everybody that make up the ‘nobody’ in my previous post, It would be a very long list. : )

Wow. Im looking outside my window right now, and as corny as it dounds, i love cityscapes at night. Its all black..with hundreds of little lights of skyscrapers glittering and the moon hanging in the sky…and the occasional blinking of planes, and the stars everywhere…and almost like a dome of light over the City area… I know its light pollution, and that its a bad thing but its so beautiful.

One thing I like about my new home. The roof. 9 floors up. You can see all around you. the skys just totally open above you. Its so…whats the word for unclaustrophobic? Well, whatever that word is, its that.

yawn. Actually i havnt studied at all for jap test tomorrow. But im confident I’ll do well. I have my ways. But really, I wish I did study…. Hmm. only 10:29.Its not too late. I might just open that textbook now..

Okay. Jap time. Toodles.

Xx

mwa.

DIEDIEDIEDIEEE

Hello boys and girls,

Life can be cruel, agreed. God made good people. Good people like…Jesus. He also made bitches. Like me. Then, he made FLATCHESTEDCOCKSUCKINGHORSERAPINGDICKMUCHINGASSWIPINGCUMDRINKINGATTENTIONWHORINGSOCIALCLIMBINGWANNABE-ING people. Who knows why. He just did. And it is a known fact that there is at least one FLATCHESTEDCOCKSUCKINGHORSERAPINGDICKMUCHINGASSWIPINGCUMDRINKINGATTENTIONWHORINGSOCIALCLIMBINGWANNABE-ING person per grade, per school.  So, these people… How to explain… These people are really, just total nobodies that want to be a somebody so decide to use any means to become popular or liked. Most of these people have a serious mental disorder, like Paranoia, Munchausin, Retardation, or Ugliness. This is one of the reasons they are a nobody in the first place.

Now, these people usually have a role model they look up to, or more appropriately, a stalkee. The stalkee is usually very popular, rich, has a BF, and sometimes quite pretty. The stalker documents it’s stalkee’s every move. How they talk, What they do, Where they sit during lunch, What they eat, and sometimes even memorises their classes to occasionally walk past it and peer inside the window to look at what pencilcase they have. The Stalkee usually has no idea of whats going on. NOTE: If you are very popular, rich, have a BF, and maybe pretty, and have noticed a suspicious no one near you constantly with a notebook, YOU MAY BE A STALKEE. Tell all your cousins to gangbash ‘em, then change schools immediately.

When a nobody has collected enough information about it’s stalkee, it comes in for the attack. To most people, A nobody looks like a normal student, as they can disguise their Nobody-ness extremely well. The nobody becomes friends with its stalkee and before you know it, it is part of the stalkee’s group. A stalkee can be very swift and natural and they are hard to detect in their natural habitat. Then the nobody uses it’s stalkee’s popularness to make itself popular. A nobody is usually only noticed when its too late: when it has a firm social status. The stalkee usually doesnt notice either, as they always think the extra attention given to them by the nobody is one deserved.  How a nobody is detected is usually by its now so called ‘friends’ These ‘friends’ include the former Stalkee, The stalkee’s BF, The stalkee’s friends, The stalkee’s BF’s Friends. These ‘Friends’ of the nobody start realising that their ‘friend’ is really really annoying, and overdramatic all the time. They also notice that before the nobody was their ‘friend’, they didnt even know it existed. Also, once a Nobody reaches it’s goal, it starts to act slutty, follow trends, talk about how fat they are, and believe that they’re now the same rank as it’s former stalkee. This behavior is easily noticable as it pisses off most people.

So anyway, kids. The moral of this very true report, is that NOBODIES EXIST. And to all the nobodies out there, STOP BEING A FAGGOT. Seriously. Its ANNOYING. YOU PISS EVERYONE OFF. JUST BE YOUR FUCKING SELF. People like you anyway. And the only way to cure your mental illness is willpower. So STOP being paranoid, or munchaused, or retarded or ugly and just be yourself. It’s less hard work for everyone around you. STOP trying to be a GODDAMN social climber. This isnt the life of Gossip Girl as much as even I wish i was born on a trust fund, in a NY apartment. JUST LOOK AT YOURSELF in the mirror. At that pointless eyeshadow and blush and that greasy as hell hair, and those high heels, and that baby prostitute lipgloss, and those too-tight skinny jeans. YOU SUCK. GO DRINK CUM.

Orite. Thats my rant for today. I think i just might study for that jap test now. After a hot shower and a chilli hot chocolate with whipped cream.

Eheu, I mean. Oya Oya.

Oyasuminasai. Ta lads and lassies.

xx

Me.

ADDICT

I have a problem.

I think Im addicted…=/

NO, not pr0n, the computer. I’ve fallen into this saad, SAADD routine of school, computer, dinner, sleep. T_T

This is my basic school day.

7:00  wake up, get ready for school, mastrubate.

7:20-7:30  leave for school, if cash available, buy croissant or bacon&cheese roll on way

4:15-4:30  get home, turn computer on.

4:30-7:00  MSN, Bebo, Neatorama, pr0n, Blog.

7:00-7:15  Dinner : D

7:15-8:00 MSN, Bebo, Neatorama, pr0n, Blog.

8:00-8:30 Shower, unpack/repack bag : ), Other random stuff, homework if necessary.

8:30-10:30  MSN, Bebo, Neatorama, pr0n, Blog.

10:30 -11:00  Hot chocolate, PJs, TV, Turn electric blanket on, Brush Teeth, find a book to read.

11:00- 11:30  In bed, reading

11:30 – 1:00 Lieing in bed. Trying to sleep.

 

I know, I have issues with sleeping =/ AND am on the computer for too long.. But I’m improving : )!!!

Today i studied for Jap Test on friday until.. like.. 6:00. Then made hot chips and went online and am writing this thing. I’m proud. I studied. : D

I really dont know why. But i cant sleep. I’m still scared of the dark a bit =/ I’m not embarassed. I get scared when Im lying in the dark and everythings all silent. Its creepy. The shadows in my room look like stuff out of horror movies. I get freaked out that heap of towel on the floor’s gunna turn into a ‘grudge-like creature and crawl on top of me and kill me. And the occasional distant screaming of someone getting raped in a nearby alleyway is also creepy. I just dont liek the dark when Im all alone in my room, trying to sleep. And I just generally have sleep issues. I can go to bed at 9, but Ill still fall asleep at past midnight. And it sucks. Cuz im constantly told i look zombie in mornings.– No matter how much stuff i pile onto my face. And I cant wake up either == which sucks. Cuz i always forget to pack lunch. Which also sucks cuz then i have to spend money and buy food at canteen. Which sucks more cuz the canteen food are overprived and taste like shit and that also means another weekly lecture from my dad on the importance of money. And being questioned on why i spend so much money. And me trying to convince him that lunch costs $10 a day. And all this, cuz I cant sleep. =/ sigh.

snort. I’ll live.

Okay so. Back to business.

Does anyone know whats going on with JDJ &Co.? Really, it sounded like something big but no one will spill. =/ Oh, that reminds me. TOMCONNOLYISADICKWAD. : ) There there, AH. All for the best. TOMCONNOLYISADICKWAD. We’ll gangbash him for you hun. TOMCONNOLYISADICKWAD. oh, and TC is a dickwad.
Hm… you know hwat else I’m addicted to?

Subway cookies. And those Wasabi Coated green peas. And Red Rock Deli Lime and cracked pepper. And lindt with chilli. yummo.

Also girls, Maths test tomorrow. SNORTTT. Just a reminder from your AWESOME, RESPONSIBLE src. ; )

Sigh, you love me.

xx

me.